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Every time i see you
I feel tremble
Pretending feeling nothing
But in reality i do asking my self
Why do i miss you so?
Is this because that I still love you?
Or i just can't admit to myself that
your not already mine?
There's nothing to regret of..
I gave my best ...
I loved in the best way that I can give..
But still unworthy

But i do hoping so
That you will come back again
I been in love more than once
But i found the true love ...
only in your eyes .
How could i forget this guy
Who made me feel so especial?
Who made me feel happy on his companionship.
And who hurts me so .

C PHILIA U MIRIO Ellenohj.

"Ellenoj" by clarissa carmona

What if i will say that i love you? would u even care???! ofcourse not... i dont know why and i don't know how why this feelings of mine makes me tremble everytime i used to think of you. Is this LOVE or i'm just a foolishness of mine?? i know i've never made a decisions in life that makes me happy because i never had a confident to shout it to the whole world.Is this a stupidity to fall inlove with you?Because i know that you never told me who i am or what i am in your heart or do i belong inside of it? I want to cry i want to shout but i can't... Why? all i can do is to to keep inside is this because of my promise to myself that i will never say it to you unless u will say the words that i can't never say................ What if the time that i'm waiting for will never come?still... i will never be tired of waiting if ten years from now you are not still around i will go down to the long stairs just to find you as what i'm doing everyday every moment when i do missing you looking for you starting from the fourth floor of MCL to the last room of our building and even in caffeteria if i will not see you again.......... mybe some other day anyway thank for touching you in my life 'coz i learned to Love and to wait.. Ellenohj

My Heart Will Go On


Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go till we're one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not
go away

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on